Kai, Sasha and Gemma:

Some love stories are simple to tell and unshakeable in their depth. I will be everything you need, even when you don’t know what that is. I will teach you to love and be strong; I will help you find the spark to your passions. I will shelter you as you find your rhythms. I’ll teach you how to express your emotions–to find beauty in releasing them to the world. I’ll give you everything I have so you have your chance to grow and learn. I will teach you how to forgive yourself for mistakes you might make along the way. I know I won when you three chose me to be your mom, when you asked me for the tools you need to shine.  How lucky I am to be that One that helps the world know your immense Souls. Even when things don’t go as planned, even when you aren’t sure you can do it — just look to me and I’ll remind you that you can. There is beauty in the journey even when it seems dark. In those moments, just close your eyes and recalibrate your visions. I love you. For my whole life, when my hands feel empty and are missing something, it is your hands I am looking for, always.

Though I wanted to dance to express how much I love you, I never told Karma because (I thought) I couldn’t find the right song for your story. So I let go of the idea and shared this song with her, knowing she’d turn it into something for me but didn’t think it’d be you. During our first session with this song, she said “I see your kids’ faces when I hear this.”  The universe I believe in and the God she believes in connected our energies — that is how strong my love for you is. It doesn’t even need a sound to be heard and felt. It is just a Sure Thing. Thumbs up-Peace-Kisses. Love.